Home
We started a Suicide Cult today, and killed ourselves for the cliche

> recent entries
> calendar
> friends
> My Placebo
> profile
> previous 20 entries

Advertisement

Saturday, July 9th, 2005
12:18 am
I just sat down tonight, and read an entire book...all 220 pages or so, with out moving from this spot.


It was a lovely book. I even cried at the end.

current mood: enthralled
current music: These Days- Nico

(3 Did done the dirty. | If you love me, you'll click it...)

Sunday, July 3rd, 2005
11:56 pm - I <3 Steven H
lucifersam305 [11:52 PM]: whats "the life of bryan"
lucifersam305 [11:52 PM]: ?
LegacyLivesOn94 [11:52 PM]: the life of bryan?
LegacyLivesOn94 [11:52 PM]: sounds....familiar
lucifersam305 [11:52 PM]: is it part of the bible?
LegacyLivesOn94 [11:52 PM]: nope
lucifersam305 [11:53 PM]: damn
lucifersam305 [11:53 PM]: thats what i thought it was

current mood: scowls to all the hata's
current music: Bus to Beelzebub

(1 Did done the dirty. | If you love me, you'll click it...)

Saturday, July 2nd, 2005
12:17 am - HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY!...wait what? It's not the fourth yet?
Then what's with all this firework business?

Rode muh Bike to Jeffies crib, this mo'ning. We chilled wit Raph fo' a while, Den, Muh Bo and I walked down TOWN and ya know, bummed around No'wich fo' a lil' bit. He took me to uh Art Gallery, wherre I talked to dis Mad good artist, yo. He was so fly. MHM. We talked 'bout all so'ts of shit. Like His concepts , ya mean, of being an artist and all dat shit. He sed that like, bein an a'tist is like bein inside da paintin' just waitin' to be scrutinized by yo' audience.

and I totally agree, yo. I mean , sometimes, yo, you just gotta do what you feels is right, and ya know, it's nah all bout some greater meaning. and you are in that painting no matter what. You vividly remember every brush stroke there is. mhm....anyway yeah.


watched fireworks.
Went out to Dinner.
Walked home
Saw Ethan, Steven and Scott
Saw little "goth" Ethan.
Went to hang wit Raph mo'.
Watched soft core porn for 15 min.
went home

current mood: Look ma! China-kitty!
current music: Sublime - 40oz to freedom

(5 Did done the dirty. | If you love me, you'll click it...)

Saturday, June 11th, 2005
11:37 pm - They were a couple of guys, they were up to no good, starting makin trouble in the neighborhood.
Any one want to love me tomorrow??? I'm Jeff-less, AND Raph-less.




love, desperately yours,

Lisha

current mood: I have a pool!
current music: singing theme to fresh prince

(2 Did done the dirty. | If you love me, you'll click it...)

Tuesday, May 31st, 2005
11:12 pm - Scotty doesn't know, that Fiona and Me, do it in my van every sunday
She says that she's in church, but she doesn't go, still she's on her knee's and SCOTTY DOESNT KNOW SCOTTY DOESNT KNOW - OH!

Dammit Raphie, you we're right...

current mood: Kitty isn't verr Versatile
current music: Where's my mind at? Placebo

(1 Did done the dirty. | If you love me, you'll click it...)

Sunday, May 29th, 2005
12:21 am - Verr Interesting

What You Really Think Of Your Friends



Heather is your soulmate.
You truly love Kendra.
You consider Leah your true friend.
You know that Nicole is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Jeffie for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Chris is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Keith is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Raphie is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Raphie changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Brian is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Brian has a hidden internet romance.




current mood: E'rbody in da club getin tipsy
current music: Fortunate Fool - Jack Johnson

(If you love me, you'll click it...)

Thursday, May 12th, 2005
6:22 pm - Would be the wind, to blow me home?
Good things that have come across my path:

1. Going back out with Jeffie
2. Getting my grades up to all A's and B's.
3. Getting another Art award from school.
4. losing 15 pounds without trying.
5. School almost being out.
6.Being part of the FA.
7. Sudden surge in healthy self-esteem
8. Realizing that imagination is more indicative of character than intelligence.
9. Being in love.
10. Being loved.



love
Lisha

current mood: pick me, pick me!
current music: Out Loud - Dispatch

(If you love me, you'll click it...)

Monday, April 25th, 2005
8:43 pm - I got this thing I consider my only art of fucking people over.
Someday, I'm just gonna run around naked with a belt on, covered in machetes, Yeah, a fucking belt of machetes, and the pigs are gonna be like motherfucker what? No one's gonna mess with a crazy naked fuck, with a skirt of machetes.


thank you Anthony Macabee.

I managed to basically die over vacation, not particularly in a good way, but at least I can laugh at myself and my ripped tendons.

Derekini, get in touch, Davie and I wanna take you out fo' icecream. Or something.


Poetry Jam this Saturday, but Brian Tobey also wants me to go to his Birthday....


Decisions, decisions. I think Brian just invites alotta people, so he can get alotta presents. mhm.


[enter]


I feel rather restless. Now that school's back in session that is. I felt that I had something much more important to fill this space with


but I guess

[enter]

I was wrong.

Oh where oh where can my period be? Oh where oh where can it be!?

I've never had tuna casserole before. I feel like my childhood was neglected of that awkward moment.

Richelle : Thank you for introducing me to tomato sandwiches.


I hate homework


[enter]

I like the enter button.



So what has everyone been up to?



Love,
Lisha <3's Jeffie.

current mood: moving, erect cat tail
current music: Alone Down there - Modest Mouse

(2 Did done the dirty. | If you love me, you'll click it...)

Sunday, April 17th, 2005
11:46 pm - Yes I can kiss, but I give better head.
When you have insomnia, everything seems to just be a copy of a copy of a copy.

Heathers' house was mighty grand, though I've lacked sleep since 10 on Saturday morning. I could collapse. But I won't. The gays are so cute. I sort of feel like everyone treats me and Jeff like a gay couple, but it's fine. Really. We stayed up all night walking around and talking. we talked about everything, and it got really deep and we touched on some thing we've been uncomfortable with for the past half of a year that we've been going out, and it feels much better to have cleared them up. I think at one point or another I cried..Not sure why, just soo much emotion. He cried too. Not to slander my business, but it was basically summed up to, we've never loved anyone as much as we love eachother, and we want to be together for the rest of forever. and no one is going to get in between that. We Hot-tubbed, and loved up the Angie, who is in Florida right now. I <3 Angie.

Went home for a short bit to like...recooperate, then back to Jeff's house. I hardly remember today really..but I love Jeff so much. I COULD live without him, but I never want to have too.


this week should be grand...

Friday : Ben, Jay, Jeff and I talk to God all day and bask in the sun
Saturday: Go to Jeff's, Go to Heathers, do the forementioned and it morphs into...
Sunday: Go to Jeffs. Hang out with Raph, make root beer floats.
Monday: Planning to go back to Jeffs and Camp out with he and Raphy. then on
Tuesday: Jeff comes to my house and we set up our summer camp-ground area thing out in the woods.
Wednesday: Hang out with Jeff, Hany, and Keithers. All day motherfucker
Thursday: Back to Heatherolio's, until
Friday: Devils Hop yard?


etcetcetc..yeah

Love you all
Lisha

current mood: I could sleep for 1,000 years

(If you love me, you'll click it...)

Monday, April 11th, 2005
9:14 pm
I AM:: feeling lovely, thank you
I WANT:: it to be tomorrow
I HAVE:: the best boyfriend in the world.
I WISH:: I could fly.
I HATE:: when you're in a big public bathroom, and it's basically empty, but someone comes in and chooses the stall RIGHT NEXT TO YOU ANYWAY!
I MISS:: DEREK!
I FEAR:: cutting my hand on glass.
I HEAR:: Lucy in the sky with Diamonds
I SEARCH:: for a deeper meaning
I WONDER:: what the inside of a marker tastes like.
I REGRET:: Eric Strouse.
I LOVE:: *cough* Jeff.
I ACHE:: In the butt region * cartwheels gone wrong*
I ALWAYS:: wake up with weird breath.
I AM NOT:: awake
I DANCE:: all the time
I SING:: loud and obnoxiously.
I WRITE:: all over everything,
I WIN:: the gene pool lottery...NOT
I LOSE:: calculators.
I CONFUSE:: zz Top with Iggy pop.
I NEED:: a back scratcher.
I SHOULD:: take a shower and go to bed.
YES OR NO

You keep a diary:: Yes
You have a secret journal:: Yes
You set your watch a few minutes ahead:: no
You bite your fingernails:: Yeah
cracking my knuckles:: no
You believe in love:: Yes

WHO IS

The weirdest person you know:: Chris Cous.
The Loudest Person you Know:: Corey
The Sexiest Person you Know:: Jeffie.
The Person that Knows the Most About You:: Jeff or Heather
Your Crush?:: *sigh for redundancy* Jeff.


WHAT IS

Your most overused phrase: Oh shit son.
The last image/thought you go to sleep with:: being in mexico
Inside joke:: Mom, that's the cordless phone....

DO YOU

TAKE A SHOWER EVERY DAY:: no.
Have a(any) crush(es):: yes
Think you know you've been in love:: -nods-
Want to get married:: I hope to.
Have any tattoos/where?:: Yes, on my leeeegggg
Piercings/where?:: Ears and nose.
Get motion sickness:: nope
Think you're a health freak:: hardly.
Get along with your parents:: Yeah
Like thunderstorms:: yes!

WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF?

Dan:: Jeff's step brother,
Rob:: the guy who wanted Heathers tusch.
Drew:: Suiciety
Heather:: Heather Fernald and Cohen
Will:: Pansy
Paul:: Tishcer
Eve: Gwen
John:: Rasta John
Laura:: Werewolf

RANDOM

NATURAL HAIR COLOR:: Light brownish blonde
CURRENT HAIR COLOR:: Light brownish blonde
EYE COLOR:: Light light blue.
PARENTS:: Darrell and Steph
SIBLINGS:: Mary and Hannah
LIVE WITH:: Mum and poppy.
FAVORITE NUMBER:: 9
COLOR:: Green
DAY:: Friday or Saturday
MONTH:: August
FOOD:: tacos!
SEASON:: late summer
SPORT:: none
DRINK:: Tea

PREFERENCES

CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK OR HOT CHOCOLATE? hot chocolate.
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? dark
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? chocolate

IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU...

CRIED? Nope
HELPED SOMEONE? Yeah
GOTTEN SICK? Yeah
GONE TO THE MOVIES? No
GONE OUT FOR Dinner? No
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? Nope
TALKED TO AN EX? Not that I recall.
MISSED AN EX? Nah nah homie
CHOPPED SOMEONE UP INTO LITTLE TINY PIECES: Nope.
ADDED SOMETHING TO THIS SURVEY: No
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? yes
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU'RE CRUSHING ON? yeah
MISSED SOMEONE? yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? nope
POSTED THIS SURVEY ON MY SPACE: no
LIED WHILE TAKING THIS SURVEY: no


Lisha <3 ,well, It's been a while.


CHeers!

current mood: chipper
current music: Lucy in the sky with Diamonds - Beatles

(If you love me, you'll click it...)

Thursday, March 17th, 2005
4:02 pm - Please Sign
Everyone who cares should go to www.JohnKerry.com, and click the "add my name" button, and sign the petition to prevent drilling on one of the last untouched reserves. There's only about 6 months worth of oil, and they're thinking of ripping up and destroying ALL that beautiful land, which is inhabited by lots of animals and tribes, for a lousy 6 months of oil. PLease Sign. Pretty please!!!!


lisha

current mood: hopeful

(If you love me, you'll click it...)

Thursday, March 10th, 2005
3:22 pm
STEVEN IS BAAACCCCCKKK!!!!


LuciferSam305

(3 Did done the dirty. | If you love me, you'll click it...)

Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
6:09 pm - Her younger sister, had a blister, where I kissed her, on her thigh.
I do suppose I should have the general curtosy to update my fellow livejournalians with the FABULOUS events of my ever so THRILLING life...n'est pas?

I don't really remember where I left off, but Meh, right-o?

Hmm half day on Tuesday, that was rather thrilling, went to this french assembly in Slater and this woman told us stories in french, and one was about a rich fish who ate pancakes that fell from the sky. and everytime she mentioned the fish she'd go " C'est Poisson!" and make the *pop pop* noise with her mouth, and fail her hands like gills by her cheeks.

Went home, then waited and waited for my parents to make up their minds as to whether I could go to Jeff's or not, because the weather was getting risky. I did end up going, and Raph was there, and we watched Little Bear and Nick-toons. Hmm..Did some other business, and uhm...then around 7 the weather started getting raunchy, so my mom called and talked to Margaret ( Jeffie's mom) and they decided I HAD to sleep over, because no one was to be driving that night.

So we ate dinner and watched FAIRY TALE ( almost my favourite movie of all time, shut up) And around ten, decided to go to bed in case there was school by chance. So I slept in his sisters room, since she's off to college, and just as I was falling asleep, Jeff snuck back into the room and cuddled me until I went to sleep. Then at 6 am, he came flying in to the room and jumped on me saying " IT'S A SNOW DAY!" over and over, then he calmed down, and crawled into bed with me and we "slept" kinda until about 7:30...ate some bagels, got Raphie over..then I had to go home , well...to the store with my mom.

Bought a tie-dye kit, some blank t-shirts, and a bathing suit. And now I'm waiting for Jeff to get back from Boston so I can go over for a while...I think it's sorta a waste, but he says an hour is worth it. -le sigh-

I definitely feel I have the best boyfriend in the world... but that's just me. Maybe.

I've been listening to a lot of Jefferson AirPlane lately, and basically indulging myself in the literary and musical culture of the 1960's acid wave. Hunter S. Thompson (died recently. wrote fear and loathing in Las Vegas, Fear and Loathing in america - Letters to Dr. Gonzo, and Kingdom of Fear) is pretty kick ass, if I do say so myself.

My studio design space I did for Miss Vacca got into the Mystic Art Museum, and everyone seems to like it, I just think it's cool because people OUTSIDE of friggen Norwich get to see my work, even though I don't really think it was the best piece I've done, but oh well right? what is one to do.

I got bored and got myself a new SN, even though I'm rarely online anymore : Vulgaire et Bleu

that's RIGHT I wanted to look cool by creating myself a SN in french...I actually wanted " About A Girl" but figures it was taken, right?


Ah well, Cheerio
<3 Lisha

current mood: awake
current music: Somebody to love - Jefferson Airplane

(1 Did done the dirty. | If you love me, you'll click it...)

Monday, February 7th, 2005
9:58 pm - Love is like falling and falling is like this.
Got bored, took pictures. I'mma finally gonna try to get this LJ-cut thing.

Mr. Cooper says "Very" like..verr, and "terrible" like "terrbel" So Keith and I kept saying "Verr terrbel 4 life" and "gotta be taken' those verr good notes, OW OW!"

we took off our shoes and Mr.Cooper ignored us.

my tea bag wrapper said the herbal tea was a brilliant red colour to give character to YOUR cup of tea. and I thought it was just a gimic, but my god...it's a lovely shade of rouge. I decided I've lost weight because I'm now constantly drinking tea, then constantly peeing. Oh and lots of moving too, but more peeing.

I got my tattoo. It's healing verr good.

Jeffie is gonna shadow me on Thursday, he got suspended from school because he refuses to cut his hair for the catholics, I'm proudish of him. He called me the other evening, he told me that he just wanted me to know he loves me more than he loves himself...*blush blush*

I am so lovily in love.


anyway, enough boring you with the tedious details of my life :

Read more... )



hmm thats about it. More later, Maybe.

Love
Lisha <3's Jeffie

current mood: dorky
current music: Falling is like this - Ani

(2 Did done the dirty. | If you love me, you'll click it...)

Monday, January 24th, 2005
3:46 pm - Swimming in sick lullabies, choking on your alibis.
Hmm...friggen internet *scowl* I haven't updated in a long ass time, and I dunno...not much has been going on, Saw Dino yesterday. That was ok. He came over Jeff's for like...2 whole seconds and he gave us a big hug and was like AGH you guys are back together! and then he clapped. lol

hmm I miss "shulia" where art thou, Shulia???

Let me be the first to mention...

I have an awesome Boyfriend, and we do awesome stuff together, and we've decided to have an awesome wedding. and I want everyone to be there...whenever that is. hmmm silly kids these days.


Everyone should just ...love Mr. Brightside by the Killers....


Hey Derekini, Im glad Roxanne is ok. I love you!


love
Lisha

current mood: chipper
current music: Mr. Brightside

(If you love me, you'll click it...)

Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
1:01 am
I have the inability to really love my father.

ah fuck it. I had such a good past two days, but he just fucked it up.



-scowling- Lisha

current mood: annoyed
current music: Your sittin down to dress, and your a mess.

(1 Did done the dirty. | If you love me, you'll click it...)

Saturday, December 25th, 2004
5:53 pm - The word "cantelope" reminds me of stacy.
Well, Merry Christmas, For reasons unknown, my family always has a Christmas Luncheon, over Christmas dinner. I've successfully over used the word "christmas" within the first sentence. Woot. Anyhoo, I took some MORE pictures, and thought I'd enlighten you all with pictures of my lovely family. Complete with photographers commentary. See? My life can be like a movie, just like Jim Morrison's.


My mom, the one who birthed me..looking rather nice I guess, For my mom at least. That's HER mom in the backround. Two Generations for the hard drive space of one.



My Dad, the one who impregnated my mom in order for her to Birth me. He's wearing all this weird hunting gear, and I think he looks like a crazy woodsmen, His eyes look especially crazy, usually they look all black and what not, but he was freakishly pale today..I think it's Holiday stress.




My BIG sister , Mary Alice. I think she's adorible, despite being crazy, She teased her hair earlier, but by that time, it had flattened out. I dunno what she's doing there.



and my little sister, Hannah, The biggest pain on Earth, she wore that frilly shirt today, and it reminded me of Prince, therefore , she's the Diva...she kinda likes to act like one all the time anyway. She was being bratty and impatient, sitting on the stairs instead of with the family.


I had a picture of my little grandpa, But photobucket is being a whore. Okay, now for the materalistic value of this lovely holiday
Stuff I got:
A green sweater that fades from light to dark
A New Digital Camera
Another Sketch book
Markers
Coloured Pencils
Drawing pens & Pencils
A Caligraphy book
A green sweatshirt that has studs already on it ( I guess I can improvise??)
A Linkin Park T-Shirt, which I politely accepted..at least my mom likes them.
A William Hung CD, my family likes to buy gifts to mock me.seriously...
A black choker thing, It's real pretty and a matching bracelet
New plugs for both gauges, Dark blue and metallic purple.
Slipper socks
hmmm and from Friends

A red fleece blanket *nuzzles*
Peacock Earrings
Origami Book
COlouring book
Crayons
A hot pink arm band (knitted by miss Melanson!)
a Sketch book
Charcoal pencils
Markers
a Tea Cup with my name on it and chapstick

oh and my grandma gave me a bunch of different tea's and "tea accesories" and by that I mean tea biscuits, and what not.

Jeff and I collaboritively bought eachother lots of incense, incense holders, a new Jim Morrison bed spread for us, a Beatles Calender...hmm and then some other stuff. *whines* I feel dumb because I missed him today. Yeah, call me lame. go on and do it.

well, that's it for now.

current mood: content
current music: PasserBy- Dispatch

(2 Did done the dirty. | If you love me, you'll click it...)

Friday, December 24th, 2004
11:52 pm - Merry whatever and ever amen
Well...It's only Christmas and already I've got everything i want. Jeff and a NEW DIGITAL CAMERA! Lol...Jeff is more important, by the way. Blah blah, anyway . so I figured I go all stacy on yo' asses and put on makeup and show you what a real woman I can be! Yeah..




This makeup makes me feel Puerto Rican, I felt all...vogue though




I like my jawline in this one. again...vogue.




to avoid saying "vogue" one more time...Sophistcated.


and one simple one, Smile for the camera...


Anyway, Jeff came over today, and we hung around downstairs for a while, and he gave me a really awesome back massage thing, usually I hate them, but this was really nice. Then we went up stairs to my room, and listened to "Penny Lane" about a million times, then he got a really bad head ache *sad face* so I gave him some medicine, and we laid down..slept for a while..erm. otherstuff...and then Raul called and was like Hey! gimme the kid back. *cries* I wish he would of never had to leave. It felt awesome, he was just laying there with me, in the dark, completely against me, and I just laid there listening to him breath, feeling his heart beat right up against mine. and Even in the pitch black he found my hands and told me how much he loved me..and thats when I died.


-le sigh- Jeffisthebestboyfriendever

I love you Heather -hugs-

Merry Holidays, hope everyone gets what they want too.

<33 Lisha

current mood: wonderful
current music: Love to Love- Zwan

(3 Did done the dirty. | If you love me, you'll click it...)

Monday, December 20th, 2004
10:18 pm - Jump For Joy, a snow day!
Today was a snow day, woohoo!

Got up, cleaned the ENTIRE house, real good too, with a vaccuum and all that fancy stuffins.And Dad was all " woo clean house, wanna ride somewhere?"

But first Brandon called! *dances for joy* and I talked to him for a long time, and he wished me a happy holiday and whatnot.

Then I went to Jeff's house. We went upstairs in the attic, watched clockwork orange and stuff,
then went outside and played in the snow, and so forth...
Then came back inside, and we..yeah , stuff.

And his parents called us downstairs and we decorated the whole house in christmas spirit, and Raul kept telling me to keep Jeff in line, because he was more interested in "making kissy faces at me" than decorating the house.
So Afterwards we went backup stairs and he went on to tell me everything he likes about me, again, lol, and how much he loves me, and that made me feel all...retarded on the insides, werd.

And We helped Amanda plan a "shin-dig" for Andrew tomorrow evening. What fun.

Ohhh jeeez Im all feelin' crazy and whatnotthisnewyearseveisgonnabehellahspecialyo..


etc etc etc
Love love love
Lisha <333

current mood: full
current music: none

(1 Did done the dirty. | If you love me, you'll click it...)

Sunday, December 19th, 2004
1:05 pm - Falling is like this.
Yesterday I went to Jeff's, and it was great.


He and his mom came to get me, and we went to Block Buster, and got "The Doors" and "clock work orange".
We went back to his house, and ran up stairs. made some maracca's outta rice and tupperware, got the drums. the incense and the sage, then ran downstairs to grab his step brother and his friend. We ran out into the back yard, and it was all dark and beautiful. and we smudged with the sage, then lit up the incense and started playing the drums and maracca's, and then danced all crazy like around the back yard, spinning and jumping and twirling and falling, it was wonderful.
Then we went inside, made some tea, and watched "the doors" curled up on the sofa together under a blanket, eating gummi bears and Skittles. The movie was really good, and really trippy. It was all about Jim Morrison's life trials and what not *wiggles magic fingers* Yeah and then we went upstairs, and got out the henna. We both made some cool designs on eachother, but you have to lay still for an hour, and we couldn't so we got the henna all over eachother and had to wash it off.-le sigh-

So we went downstiars, made more tea. and listened to the Doors, then went up into Amanda's room, lit up some candles, and put on some music, and layed a comforter on the floor..and Yeah...



Then we curled up on Amanda's bed and went to sleep until midnight, and Raul took me home.


It was so wonderful. He makes me feel so good about myself. and I find that even when Im not with him. I still feel more confident. I'm starting to feel that my body, and who I am, is a really beautiful thing, whether other people like it or not. simply because it's mine and it's unique.

Anyway, I got my report card, progress report thing. More Good News!

English: B
Geometry: B
Biology: C+
History: C+
Gym: Satisfactory
Art: A
French : D+ (not bad actually)


Love love love,
<3 Lisha

current mood: chipper
current music: Falling is like this -Ani Difranco

(If you love me, you'll click it...)


> previous 20 entries
> top of page
LiveJournal.com